19th July 2009..

Life is unfair..
it's a known fact..
but i expected better from you..
over such a small matter..
towards me..
but not towards him..
why's that so..?
it's not even my fault..
u almost ruin the whole night for me..
i thank the rest for lightening up my mood..

since..
i thought i knew you..
i thought u cared..
i thought u would understand..
i thought i could bear with it..

but no more..
things are still gonna be the same..
i hope.. and i'll try..





know a cutie today..
H.P.
lolx.. thanks Imran..

Weird Dream..

I had a weird dream just now..
surprisingly.. i can remember it..
i thought you're suppose to forget the dream once you're awake..?
nvm.. anyway..
very short dream..

i dreamt i was at a place..
it was crowded..
you were there with many of my friends..
caught ur eye a few times..
eye contact many times..
finally.. i wouldn't take it any longer..
when ur head was turned..
i kissed your cheeks..
u turned ur head.. surprised..
but kissed on my lips when u saw it was me..
and then u whispered to me..
i'd rather u hold my hand and nv let go..
i held and we went window shopping..
however..
it was my fault..
something distracted me and i let go of your hand to go towards it..
last of the dream..
last i remembered..
u were standing there..
looking sadly as i left..

dunno why i dreamt of you.. RK..

The Child Within..

You know the machines that around everywhere.. the one which u put in a dollar coin and try ur luck at catching a toy..?

i dunno why.. sometimes i walk pass the machine and the soft toys inside are just so cute that i cannot resist.. i have to catch them..

resulting..? i think i have more than 15 on hand.. more than 15 given away.. lolx..

i guess i really enjoy the thrill of catching the toy.. it could be also because after spending $5 without any luck.. u just feel as though u have to catch it or else u've been wasting ur time..

lolx.. comical.. next time.. i should just get rid of all my pillows and replace them with my soft toys.. lolx..

Together.. The Love Of Siam..